[OliverB]

That's the thing, I had the appointment today and It was completely frustrating.

My body release too much adrenalin lately when triggered, until it wears off, I rest for some minutes, and then the adrenaline shoot again, and wears off, and again...

It is driving me crazy. My psychiatrist says my description of the adrenaline sounds like being manic....

I wanted to try clonidine but he says no no and no. Because he never used it before. First it was a 100% no, then I told him I could find information about it and he agreed about me investigating it and it became a 99,99999% no.

I am annoyed because of his 'no' position when it is about something that severe like the adrenaline's high and lows, and because there is a less harmful than antipsychotic med that can fix it. He could have said he doesn't have experience with it and have to check it first instead of saying NO. It also annoys me I have to make the researche from trustable sources (I am studying pharmacy so it is not the biggest deal but I shouldn't be the one who looks for the best med for my treatment)

[Open Eyes]

Oliver, what will help with these adrenaline rushes is learning how to defuse the anger you have built up in you. It will help you immensely if you slowly learn that what you tend to feel as a lack of desire to "help/fix" you is not the same as attacking you, but instead is often the limits of knowing "how" or whatever people are instructed to do in whatever facilities are present. One of the ways to distance from "anger" is actually humbling to where you allow yourself to see the limitations of others rather than how you are seeing things and embracing anger instead.

[OliverB]

Originally Posted by Open Eyes

Oliver, what will help with these adrenaline rushes is learning how to defuse the anger you have built up in you. It will help you immensely if you slowly learn that what you tend to feel as a lack of desire to "help/fix" you is not the same as attacking you, but instead is often the limits of knowing "how" or whatever people are instructed to do in whatever facilities are present. One of the ways to distance from "anger" is actually humbling to where you allow yourself to see the limitations of others rather than how you are seeing things and embracing anger instead.

I am not talking about the facility limits on what they can do but being triggered and getting these adrenaline rushes, not necessary being triggered by the facility, but by anything in real life, and it is not related with them being unable to help me, it is related to abuse.

[Open Eyes]

I understand Oliver, and I also understand how challenging it can be when one is so sensitive that that person can easily trigger. I have been that way myself so I know how debilitating it can be. I also know the "anger" that comes from having to deal with this challenge as well. Anger most definitely has a lot of adrenaline in it, it's hard to know what to do with it, been there too.