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I was on medication up until recently. It certainly did a great job at numbing me out. But had big memory problems and lack of motivation to do anything. I decided to try without it. A week later I spent a whole day crying, literally. In some ways, it was nice to actually feel after so long and I wasn't too bothered by it.
But this week that overwhelming anxiety is back, which takes me to dark places. This morning, it was overwhelming and I took some beta blockers to try and control it. I do have faith, that if I continue to work with my T, one day I will beat these symptoms. But I wonder if life is actually long enough to achieve that? So my dilemma is whether I carry on as I am, mostly feeling overwhelmed and struggling each day, or whether I go back to the meds and just numb myself out forever. ![]() I hate these feelings, but hate being like a zombie too.
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Thanks Trace. I get angry sometimes, for having to take the meds, for something that wasn't my fault. I guess it just is what it is.
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Oh I agree, like Triglycerides, both parents have high numbers with that and now so do I. Grrrrrrrrr. Take your meds, I took some of mine today and feel a little better. Been thinking about cutting though and I don't like going there.
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When I first got put on meds, I was in such a fog and exhaustion that I could barely do anything, much less stay awake.
It took about 2 weeks until it got better. If you have the opportunity to take the time to let this pass, you will be all the better for it. |
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Thank-you. Sticking with no meds at the moment. Wondering if the increase in thoughts, might just be a temporary thing while my body readjusts. Going to try and get an exercise routine going to see if that helps.
Maybe I'll give it a time limit and if it gets worse or no better over the next few weeks, then may go for a lower dose.
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Hope whatever you do works out for you.
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Managed to get myself up early, did some work that I had been putting off, went to supermarket and have just spent some time trying to sort my garden out and it'seems still only midday
![]() Time to think when in the garden. Trying to imagine what a "cure" would look like for me. Maybe I'll start another thread?
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