I want to be some one else

I want to be someone else. My T asks, "who do you want to be?" I don't know who I want to be, just not me. Someone who knows happiness (if there is such a thing), someone who can stand to stay inside their own skin, someone who is not so full of shame, someone who had their own wishes/desires and is not consumed with what every one else expects. What feeling is that? Self-loathing or truth?

Hello, Can't Stop Crying. There you have it. Your post provides the basis for a treatment plan. Break down each goal into to more manageable parts and go for it. Good luck.

I should write this down and memorize it...maybe it will get me back on track?

Happiness, love, contentment or satisfaction- they often hard to avail in our lives.. Because there is really none on earth that package and we are not supposed to have that all here on earth.. But what can we do? Humans feel the want to have it.
Anyway, we must live our life for God's pleasure not wanting to be somebody else we are not, our life alone can make so much desirable and worthy things here and can set example for many... We continue Glorify HIM ...

What?!? FrenzyRose - I'm not understanding what you are saying

I'm sorry if you do not understand what I said, but that is all about spirituality.If that gave you the wrong explanation, you just better don't mind about it. I also would choose not want to give you more thinking about what I said...