[JeanneDoe]

Im not sure where to post this, but I just wanted to say that I saw my PCP today got a referral for a therapist and got some meds.
Generic
paxil
xanax

I think it is a good time that I went, I am scared my boyfriend is about to break up with me after finals next week.
He has been distant and I know that this break up (if it happens) will bring me down.

I txt him last night I loved him, because he did not tell me, and he always txts me it. The past few times I said it first he said it back.
Well he never responded to my txt... I know maybe he is just busy working, but deep down I feel that maybe he just cant say it, if he is planing to break up.
I just dont know what to do. Im so tired I cant even feel right now. I am numb.

Maybe I have just been so stressed about him and the relationship lately, my body just cant do it anymore? Am I spent on emotion?

Hi Jeanne,

In the book Women are from Venus Men are from Mars it talks about how women are waves. they give give give (cresting) then come crashing down when there's little or no reciprocation. I watched this pattern in myself for a long time before i attempted to change it and even now it almost seems ingrained in me.

Love and hugs,
Tara

[JeanneDoe]

Originally Posted by tara_922

Hi Jeanne,

In the book Women are from Venus Men are from Mars it talks about how women are waves. they give give give (cresting) then come crashing down when there's little or no reciprocation. I watched this pattern in myself for a long time before i attempted to change it and even now it almost seems ingrained in me.

Love and hugs,
Tara

I do this.. I give and give.. I get nothing back (or at least not as much as I want), and then my heart is broken.

I have a hard time deciding if I should learn to want less, or wait for someone who gives more.

I just hate having mixed thoughts about everything. I just want to feel happy and in love again.

Thanks for your response.