Feelings apathetic, unhappy

I've been laying in bed for hours after technically waking up, yet I have been telling myself to wake up early so I can go for a walk or go shop splurge a little so that maybe I could get out of this trapped dull feeling but Ive been failing to do so, I have been constantly in between sleep and awake state, I can't concentrate, I haven't been sharp in class, I give delayed responses. And I can't sleep ever

I am unhappy with my life. Nobody cares about anything, nobody's coming up to me to talk. I ask my classmates how they're doing and nobody's doing good 1 word replies. They all complain and badmouth each other and so I am sure my name has been mentioned , but I don't care... nobody wants to be around a downer. I can't retain anything I learn. I write and write, read, read. My fiance's busy working and so am I. I'm starting to look very tired as someone mentioned...

My future looks a bit better, as opposed to years ago. I have a couple of close people looking out for me, but nothing is guaranteed. An exfriend blocked me I never answered my phone it's my fault, when I decided to call again, I realized I'm blocked this is exactly what happens when you're my friend. I need to apologize I've hurt so many people, I want to say it's not you because I have issues.

Ive been listening to music, watch comedy, hang around him, studying, taking sleep meds, alarm clock, coffee in the morning, eating, eating. bought new clothes, journaling, going on here, talking to parent. I feel something is missing

I needed to get this out, thanks for reading

I would go back to your doctor and make sure there isn't something they're missing - no one can diagnose you here but whether its something physical or mental its better to get a handle on it now before you feel even more bogged down by your symptoms. You could well be experiencing side effects from the sleeping pills so an adjustment might be needed. If you're feeling 'empty' i can definately relate to this - it doesn't really matter how much i fill up my day with i still feel something is missing. So i have no advice on that front but if its any consolation a lot of people here, myself included, feel like that too. I hope your situation improves.

I hear you. I'm not on any meds so no side effects to blame on. I also feel something is missing most of the time. The only time I don't is when I find something that grabs me...a passion for something. A past passion for me was learning to play the piano for an example. Right now I'm kind of floating and holding on the best I can. Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone in this feeling.

Thanks bb, healing, everyone. I had a better day people actually came up to me to chat. I slept over my fiance last night after class, a mistake since it's the middle of the week and he needed rest, I couldn't really have a conversation. He is also stupid and blurded out a mean joke. But I woke up early today and I feel more energized. Thanks healing, I do play the piano and strings, I wanted to do that but kept forgetting. I plan on going shopping for nice warm sweaters

Thanks for caring