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Nov 19, 2012, 08:03 PM
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I want to die. Still. I am stuck wherever I turn. I can't kill myself though, it would destroy my family. Its mainly the voices that make me feel this way. They torture me. They say God wants me to give up pretty much everything. And I don't want to do that. I could leave my church but that wouldn't be good. When I say everything I mean EVERYTHING. No music, driving, TV, reading about things that interest me, no school, only jobs the voices want me to do, etc. They even told me who to marry. They want me to be a trucker. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A TRUCKER. They tell my to drop out. They don't want me to go black friday shopping. (I'm guessing on that one, sorta)
They also want me to eat bad foods. They pressure me to. I have given into them on that point. I feel I'd be a healthier eater without them. Keep in mind I am very overweight and pre-diabetic. I agree, some things I can be too into. But this is overkill. I may add more. Thanks! Oh and they don't want me to drink energy drinks. Anyway I turn they are there saying NO!
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Nov 21, 2012, 12:44 PM
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I feel lots of Anger in your post. Own it and live up to it. Keeping it tanked up inside of you can and will lead to Heath Problems. Dont blame others for your situation. Take charge of your own life, no excuses please! Much Joy waits for you when you take charge of your own life and feelings!
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Nov 21, 2012, 03:52 PM
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Don't listen to these voices. You DO have a choice! You KNOW the difference between right and wrong. You KNOW the difference between good and bad. REFUSE to listen to them. If they are really talking -- don't listen.
I have kind of a "trick" that I use for voices that won't shut up. I have voices too that bother me at times. If you want to learn what I do, message me, and I'll tell you what I do.  But again, you have a choice of what to do. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee
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Nov 23, 2012, 10:38 PM
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Thanks for the responses. I had a great thanksgiving.
Its true I have alot of anger I just hold up. (besides throwing stuff and punching my pillow) I think I'm angry because how the voices treat me.
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