[Little Miss Death]

i often daydream about stabbing people and killing people. no people in particular, just most people. it's sort of a bad habit. i think it's cause i hate alot of people i meet. i don't really like people in general. it's hard to figure out.

[MoxieDoxie]

I work in a out patient clinic and have to pretend to be a caring loving person to the patients and all I think of is who needs to be euthanized. As I do their vital signs I say derogatory things in my head and envision a phone booth like devise, that vaporizes people, that I could just shove them into. Most
Please no hate mail.......I have never physically harmed anyone......just myself.

[omofca]

I don't really like most people either. I've gotten violent thoughts; not so much anymore though.

[AngstyLady]

Interesting thread . . . . I have only a few times had scary/disturbing dreams, and occasionally have bad thoughts- but usually when I'm PMSing, I think I might have PMDD - though this one time ten years over I remember this scary vivid fantasy thought I had in high school. I was sitting behind this guy in my class and I envisioned drilling into the back of his head at the base of his skull and watching the blood drain out- I shocked myself and was scared - I'll never forget it and can easily envision it to this day, haunting really.- I've ever had such a thought since. Usually I just feel like I want to punch someone if I'm in a bad enough mood. But I usually stay away from people when I'm feeling like this and cheer myself with comedy. The funny thing is, I'm a really nice person and have a lot of patience so I rarely get upset. I also love to help others so when I have these feelings/thoughts I always have extreme guilt. But I read somewhere that we can all have these thoughts, it's like a random thing our brain does or something like that. Having these thoughts doesn't make us a bad person. Only if we did those things. At least that's what I'd like to believe. Possibly it's brought on by anxiety or depression and this is a coping mechanism our brain does to deal with the emotional pain?

[Thunder Bow]

Originally Posted by MoxieDoxie

I work in a out patient clinic and have to pretend to be a caring loving person to the patients and all I think of is who needs to be euthanized. As I do their vital signs I say derogatory things in my head and envision a phone booth like devise, that vaporizes people, that I could just shove them into. Most
Please no hate mail.......I have never physically harmed anyone......just myself.

I think we all felt that way around certain people.

[Switch]

I've had this before too. It's nothing to be overly upset about - I highly doubt you're going to act on it even though you're imagining it.

If it's disturbing you greatly talk to your T or pdoc, or try some types of therapy such as CBT or maybe mindfulness.

[angryworld]

I rarely imagine specific people but sometimes when I enter a store or walk outside at night I feel threatened and imagine someone attacking me. I imagine beating them to death because if they attack or threaten me first I imagine I could justify murder

[avlady]

There was s certain man i lived with for 4 years and i would always give him the finger behind his back, until he found out one day and i then almost had it bent all the way backwards by him when he saw it. He was a jerk

[Damage, Inc]

I used to have daydreams about killing people who've done me wrong and really pissed me off. I know it's wrong, but I have a real tough time with the act of forgiveness and I shut a lot of people out of my life because of it.

[Mkessna]

Originally Posted by Damage, Inc

I used to have daydreams about killing people who've done me wrong and really pissed me off. I know it's wrong, but I have a real tough time with the act of forgiveness and I shut a lot of people out of my life because of it.

I know what u mean trust me