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Dec 19, 2013, 04:13 AM
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So I have a sleep deprived EEG tomorrow with a terrible woman who runs the EEG machine and triggered me bad when I wasn't sleep deprived. It's 4 AM here and I'm SOOOO bored and I really just want to say damn it to hell and not go tomorrow and just go to bed right now.
I can already feel this really effecting my mood, especially since sleep is a way of coping with stress and things I don't want to think about. Like the fact that I'm being completely shut out (for good reason but I don't like it) by friends, and it's bringing back a lot of bad **** from my past and feeling like an object not a person and wanting to SI but I'm at my fiancés house so I can't. Also my fiancé's asleep because he has to take me there and back and can't be sleep deprived like me!
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Dec 19, 2013, 03:26 PM
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Boy, that would be tough for me, too. I hope by this time your test is over and you can get some sleep. Hope the test results come back favorable.
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Dec 19, 2013, 08:48 PM
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Were you able to get any sleep? Thats the worst.
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Dec 19, 2013, 11:59 PM
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Unfortunately I started hallucinating and passed out and slept through the appointment so now I have to do it all again on the 30th. I'm really not good with not sleeping, it brings up way too much stuff that feels way too raw.
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"You can't hop a jet plain like you can a freight train" - Gordon Lightfoot "It starts with light, and ends with light, and in between there is darkness" -I forget "Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight" -BNL
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Dec 20, 2013, 10:16 AM
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Sorry you have to go through all that again. Maybe next time you could get a friend to stay up with you and help you make it through the night.
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Dec 20, 2013, 11:22 AM
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Dec 21, 2013, 01:09 PM
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All my friends are out of town for christmas.
 THe only one around is my fiancé, and he has to be not sleep deprived to take me there and back again. Minecraft is the current plan. Lots of minecraft, tea, and maybe some BBC programming.
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"You can't hop a jet plain like you can a freight train" - Gordon Lightfoot "It starts with light, and ends with light, and in between there is darkness" -I forget "Got to kick at the darkness 'til it bleeds daylight" -BNL
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