I'm annoyed

I feel like every decision I make is a crappy decision in a crappy situation.

Eg I've started smoking a little at night time, after having quit two years ago. I don't want to start but it made me feel so much better when I was feeling out of control, thus maybe the right choice at the time?

E.g. I had a crazy stressful day at work and then a work Xmas party that night. I got waaaaaay drunk and had to call in sick the next day as I couldn't move (I think my anti-d's exacerbate hangovers). Of course drinking that much was beyond stupid but I needed to burn off sone steam.......

E.g. Taking drugs at all. I hate the side effects, and hate that you have to put up with something in the hope they'll make you better.

/rant over

I wouldn't say its the right choice to smoke.. but another coping activity would be much better for you, but I wouldn't understand as I'm not a smoker. Congrats on quitting

Maybe not every decision, but a few that you need to work on.I have a few as well still

You are very correct. I know it's weak and I'll try to stop soon. I think I'm going through a tougher patch which has probably weakened my resolve a bit