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Jul 30, 2014, 07:21 PM
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My day started good. Ten after a few hours starting going down. Now it's crashed and all I wanna do is hurt myself. I'm so angry and upset. I really just want it all to end. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of bad memories. I'm confused about some of my past. I'm really just fed up with all the downs.
I want to feel better but I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of family being pissed at me and trashing me. I'm tired of trying to make ppl happy and failing and the only thing I succeed in doing is becoming more down. I know SUI bad but I really want this hell to end. |
 Fuzzybear, gayleggg
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Jul 30, 2014, 07:38 PM
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Each new day is a new beginning .
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Jul 30, 2014, 07:51 PM
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If everyday is a new beginning then most of my days bring me repetitive hell and new hell. Thinking of that jut makes me want to cut deeper and end it all.
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Jul 31, 2014, 11:56 AM
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Hi, Monkeybrains. I'm in the same postion right now and understand wanting to end it. I only have a few thread that keep me connected to this world. Even though, I'm still angry and frustrated, I can't disappoint those very few that love me, one I met on here and i know if I disappear she will be hurt.
Find those threads that can hold you in this world until things have a chance to improve. Believe me, it's all I can do to keep going but hold onto the hope things will change. I've had it happen before. There can be that rainbow, but I'm impatient and want it to happen now but I can hang on one more day. 
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
| Fuzzybear, TheWell
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Jul 31, 2014, 12:43 PM
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Hey, i know exactly how you feel....im in the same boat right now.........
 you are not alone......Sent from my GT-I9100 using Tapatalk 2 |
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Jul 31, 2014, 12:50 PM
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Me too, my mind won't listen to me. It keeps going there.
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Jul 31, 2014, 02:16 PM
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Hi monkey brains. Im sorry for how your feeling. When i get upset there is no cap on my emotions and it can happen over something minor like loosing my keys and suddenly i want to have anything. I have bpd tho and that happens with bpd. When im down i dwell on past memories too and my mind will only remember the bad ones and not the good. Do you have a therapist
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Jul 31, 2014, 02:31 PM
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Jul 31, 2014, 04:01 PM
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Jul 31, 2014, 05:17 PM
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Im sorry for how your feeling but you will find your light at the end of the tunnel hon
  keep posting and please keep safe
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Aug 01, 2014, 02:14 PM
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I wish I knew what I had so I could learn how to stop this or at least lessen it. I feel anxiety, depression, and PTSD isn't it. I feel there's more to it.
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Aug 01, 2014, 03:29 PM
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I felt like that for a long time too. Ive been suffering with serious emotional trauma since i was 15 but only got a diagnosis 2 years ago despite trying to get help and assessments and not being listened to. You have to be assertive witu them to make sure they help you. I feel for you. Pm me any time
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