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Ok, after posting in general social chat about my angst about nightshade issues
(http://forums.psychcentral.com/gener...ghtshades.html ) I went and had a shot of moonshine, followed by home made sweet potato fries and corn on the cob and chocolate covered almonds and a bunch of cinnamon apple snack sticks followed by a couple cups of green tea (for digestion). It seems I am always trying to fill the void. Food was a big way to do that and now I can't because of all my allergies- I'm starting to HATE food, I need to get out of the food industry, it's ****ing annoying being around all this good food and I can't have any of it! ![]() ![]() ![]() So there's been some misunderstandings/crankiness between the two of us- but nothing too serious, and we always come to our senses- I realize he's probably just tired, and vice versa and we apologize- most of the time though I'm more patient than he is- he's been through a lot more ****ed up **** in his life than I have(sexual assaults aside)- like the physical abuse he suffered most of his childhood from his awful mom. So, in my rambling, I've gone a bit off the original subject, but it sorta relates because I guess I've given examples of everything I'm dealing with that I'm having trouble coping with emotionally, I guess I didn't want to give the idea that I'm just overwhelmed because of my food allergy issues. But that is a key ingredient in my added frustration. I need to not use food as crutch for tough emotions(it's been this way since a child- for a time it was weed and alcohol but I quit all that and went back to food), and now I'm forced to not be able to because of my recently developed food allergies (which I guess can happen, as your body's chemistry changes every 7-10 years and I guess I got lucky ![]() ![]() |
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I can see how all this would be frustrating on top of the food allergies! It's difficult being allergic because you have to take extra steps and precautions while other's can just dig in.
Whatever you're going through shouldn't be compared to other's, it's what YOU are feeling and that is important! We are here to support you ![]()
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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