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Oct 12, 2014, 01:24 AM
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I want someone to talk to me and support me because I have no one to turn too. Earlier I SI'd and I'm just needing a shoulder to lean on and a hug or two because I'm feeling lonely and worthless. I've done a terrible thing, I can just imagine how my mother would put it,
"Why would you do this?" "Stop being so selfish, had I raised you wrong?" "Was everything I taught, nothing?" "You don't know how much stress you put on me, can you not be disappointing to this family?" I wish I can just crawl up in bed and never wake up, or just die...
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Oct 12, 2014, 04:04 AM
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You're not worthless, never think that. and we're here so youre not lonely
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Oct 12, 2014, 08:59 AM
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Sounds like it was all about your mother and image and not you. You didn't do anything terrible. There are lots of valid reasons people SI. You can find lots of support on this site.
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Oct 12, 2014, 11:10 AM
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Those kind of accusations are out of fear, anxiety and anger. They have nothing to do with you personally.
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