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Feb 23, 2015, 06:12 AM
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So I am just so sad!
I could post on the depression forum, the alcohol forum, the SI forum, the suicide forum, or this one... I am crying on the inside and lone drinking on the outside, and abusing prescription drugs (just today), and grieving for the end of family life as I knew it, and wanting to really hurt myself! I hadn't drunk for five days until yet more financial crap that I didn't create fell into my lap, and I feel sad and hopeless and like a death happened! The death of life as I thought I knew it. Theres no way i'd tell friends and family what's really going on. I'm not a trusting person, but I feel so alone. My shrink said that knowing what my husband has done with all our money would make me feel better! If staggering drunk and wanting to stab myself is "better," then he's right! Otherwise he's SUPER WRONG!!! So much sadness! So little relief! So few ideas on how to fix it! Anyone have any wise words? FT |
 Anonymous200200, Anonymous48690, avlady, gayleggg, Ms. DeeSurvivor, musicformyears
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Feb 23, 2015, 07:00 AM
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With a lot of rain the sun has to shine sometime...that's the only wise words that came to mind, I hope things get better..have you thought about changing shrinks?
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Feb 23, 2015, 07:05 AM
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Thanks for yr wise words KaraD
I have thought sboit changing shrinks but it's usually a very brief thought! He's really the only person I half trust in the whole world! Big sigh.... |
| Anonymous200200, avlady
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Feb 23, 2015, 07:06 AM
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I'm sorry they weren't wiser..Hmm..maybe keep the shrink but talk to a therapist? Some insurances don't allow that though..
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Feb 23, 2015, 08:04 AM
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 FallingTears
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Feb 23, 2015, 08:17 AM
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i am sorry you feel so bad i hope you can do something to make yourself better, beside drinking. i would also get a new doctor if you could.
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#7
Feb 23, 2015, 12:49 PM
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No wise words here, just another who feels the same, and I'm drinking so shouldn't be here
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Feb 23, 2015, 01:39 PM
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Those who are drinking, sure write and spell better than I do here.!
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Feb 23, 2015, 08:55 PM
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Thankyou! And thanks everyone else! 
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| Anonymous200200
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Feb 24, 2015, 03:08 AM
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I don't know about where the money went. I can be pissed about the money is gone, but where it went would probably make me go ballistic!
I'd wait till the next morning before I made any real decisions. I'd be kickin some butt when things are right |
| FallingTears
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