i don't know what to do. im an introvert but im tired of being lonely. i have no friends in real life. just here. i have a friend from jersey near me a state away but we haven't hung out in years. and i don't wanna hang out with him cuase he hits on me and it makes me uncomfortable. and im having a hard time making friends on here. and chat room recently sucks. i think people are out to get me and hate me. ive been single for 6 years. and when i do make a friend online , if they leave me i get emotionally messed up over it i have abandonment issues. i live alone since ive been 18 im 26 this month. no one ever comes to visit me no family ever calls me. i could die in here and nobody would even know for weeks. and my mood is up and down everyday. the only way i stay stable is cuase i workout everyday.

[dewdewdew]

I've been there too. As my Astronomy professor says, "One needs to have friends." I can be your friend.

and really I only get along with women :/

[eggsinfinitum]

Hello,

This is a little funny, because I came on here today to post the same thing you did. I can be your online friend if you want. I am very lonely too, but I have pretty much learned to adapt to the point it is not painful any longer. I journal to get through my issues, but sometimes we all need some support. If it helps, I am a woman, but I am also in school, so in the interest of full disclosure, I am sometimes inconsistent in my communication, especially when assignments are due. Either way, I wish the best for you!