Numerous emotions?

So all day today I've been feeling numerous emotions. At first I felt just okay. Then I felt really irritable for a while. We watched a sad movie in class and I felt really sad, and started thinking about death. I don't want anyone in my life to die. I don't want my girlfriend to die. I think about death alot. I felt romantic a little bit later. And then all of a sudden I felt really happy and excited. Maybe 10 minutes later I felt all down and empty. Now I feel really sexual, yet angry and paranoid. This feeling especially, always happens. I want my girlfriend badly but at the same time I feel like she doesn't want me, so I feel irritable. But I still feel sexual, but also suspicious and paranoid. I need help?

It's not possible to make any kind of diagnosis here on Psych Central obviously however, I don't know what your age is but if you're in high school, hormone fluctuations often cause mood swings for a lot of people, so keep that in mind if it applies to you. Do you discuss your feelings with anyone? It helps to have an outlet in a trusted friend or family member or a school counselor/psychologist.

You are not alone. We all fear death and losses.

Now, you need to be realistic. What are the odds of those terrible events happening? I don't believe they're high, nor your girlfriend doesn't want you.

Our days are valuable. Don't indulge yourself in negativity. Have fun, be active. Watch comedies. Spend happy and meaningful times with who you love.