Rejected

I feel like pretty much everyone hates me. I've lost count the number of people who have rejected me, even people that I thought cared. I know a lot of it is my fault. I'm so flawed and it seems like no one understands. I use to think this world was a good place and that people cared. Now, I feel so alone and like I have no one. I don't have a family or close friends to turn to. What is wrong with me? Why does everyone hate me? I feel judged everywhere I go and I can't even open up. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't think it will ever end. This is just the way my life is. I'm hurting so bad and struggling and there is no one. Does anyone care? Am I really that horrible of a person? I wish I was someone else.

I'm sorry you're in such a bad place right now elianahope!

It's not easy facing rejection and its hard to live in a world where you feel that no one understands.

Just know that we are here to listen and support you!

I don't believe that you are a horrible person at all but rather someone who is facing some challenges at present. I hope that you are able to find the support that you deserve.

Take care!

The feelings of being a horrable person comes from childhood. You may have been neglected as a child, and someone may abused you by saying bad things about you. Seek Therapy to understand this. What was said to you has nothing to do with you as a person now, or then.