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Old Aug 15, 2015, 11:49 PM
Yismymindblank12 Yismymindblank12 is offline
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I am standing in front of a busy road at night in intervals. I just can't do it. I'm sick of trying to be myself always hurting and disappointing others. I just want to die now. **** what am I doing here as a pathetic worm. I ruined my last friendship on accident.

People expect too much from me. I don't want to be here. I'm just a crazy psycho who doesn't deserve to live. I am not here everythin is unreal and scary and I don't know who I am. Please let me go
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Old Aug 15, 2015, 11:50 PM
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I won't kill myself because I'm not that important.
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Old Aug 15, 2015, 11:57 PM
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Please get to safety and talk to someone. Please be safe.
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Old Aug 16, 2015, 12:06 AM
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i like turtles. I hit my head when i got scared and he helped me
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Old Aug 16, 2015, 12:17 AM
Yismymindblank12 Yismymindblank12 is offline
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Why did you hurt me? Who are you talking about, who hit you? Why did he hit you, He didn't love me and so I deserved it? Why is that? because I was a freak and people told him I should deserve to be hit like one. That people don't see I didn't know I am one. I am scared I'll lose my best friend so I let him do it."

I got scared and I got hit again and again. I don't know who I am. I don't know what people want from me. Why people say they are nice to me// I don't know who anyone is.
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Old Aug 16, 2015, 05:38 AM
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You're not pathetic. Society is corrupted with masses of pathetic subhumans that are quick to judge that which they don't understand. If you're not like them and you dare think for yourself or have your own individuality then they will outcast, hurt, or otherwise bully you.

You're not the worthless worm. They are. You're better than they could ever hope to be in 1,000 years.

Message me if you're still upset or otherwise need somebody to talk to. I'll be your friend

P.S I just checked out your profile and you make music?! That's really awesome! You're without a doubt, a cut above the rest. And you like video games! Nice I love music myself and I am an avid gamer

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Old Aug 16, 2015, 07:51 AM
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i hope you feel better soon and don't do anything to hurt yourself!!!
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Old Aug 16, 2015, 08:26 AM
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Please be forgiving of yourself, we all make mistakes. We're all only human. And you are not a pathetic worm, I don't believe that of anyone. But please do seek help.
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Old Aug 16, 2015, 12:48 PM
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