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Sep 17, 2015, 04:57 AM
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It hurts and it never stops. Sometimes it hurts less. Or I forget about it. But it hurts. I can't stand being myself. I hate myself. I really really just want someone to tell me the truth that I am an annoying parrot and a piece of crap that needs to get its **** together and stop making excuses for itself.
I am a useless uncaring and awful human. No wonder I have a gift of repelling people. Just run away far far away and don't come near me otherwise you will regret it. Don't bother talking to me. Don't hurt me. I won't hurt you. I'll just sit here. Hurting.
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 Anonymous52222, chimera17, IrisBloom, Sorceror 666
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Sep 17, 2015, 05:12 AM
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Hello, i'm sorry to hear that you are feeling and thinking this way. I hope things improve for you.
You are not useless or stupid or anything like that. What's making you feel this way? |
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Sep 17, 2015, 05:21 AM
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It's silly. Just got rejected. Nobody likes me. I am not likeable because of my depression. I hate myself. Oh boo hoo I can keep crying at my own pitiful self.
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Sep 17, 2015, 07:50 AM
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If it matters, I've read some of your posts in the past and from seeing them, I truly think that you are one of the most intelligent, level headed, rational, and likable people on PC and I'm not just saying this to make you feel better; I mean it.
People like us have a hard time being accepted, this is true. Most people lack the capacity to accept us but it makes those who do accept people like us much more valuable than one who would accept just anybody so hang in there! In short, the person who rejected you isn't good enough for you. Don't beat yourself up over some random idiot's rejection of you; you're far too good for that. I hope you feel better soon! 
Last edited by Anonymous52222; Sep 17, 2015 at 07:51 AM. Reason: more to add |
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Sep 18, 2015, 10:17 AM
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Thank you Darkness, I thought people thought I was mean and rude and self centered. But in reality, I try so hard to help in ways that people can't see. So I can be invisible. It makes me embarrassed when people acknowledge my efforts. I never know what to say.
Lately I've been wanting to shrink into a tiny nonexistent ball. Everything hurts. My brain my eyes my stomach my heart. It hurts so much. I want to stop trying. I want to give all my money away to the people who really need it. I don't want to exist if someone else could live a better life from what I left behind. Sorry I don't know what I'm saying anymore. It's funny how when you really want to stop trying, but still try to reach out to friends or call some hotline, they don't respond to you. I guess I've done a really good job being invisible.
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Sep 18, 2015, 05:02 PM
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I know the invisible feeling rather well. I have only a couple of people in my life who I can even remotely count on and even they aren't always available when I need them.
I've been rude and self centered in a few of my comments as well and even have had threads locked and warning PMs from admins. Fact of the matter is I'm sick of people's B.S and I refuse to be walked over or hurt by people anymore. Hit me up anytime if you want to talk; I'm very understanding
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Sep 18, 2015, 11:14 PM
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Less people in your life the better
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