[Yismymindblank12]

I know I made a post before about my friend who passed away. I hate how I can only see pictures. I didn't get to see him before he died the way I wanted badly.

I can't help but cry, because I ****ing miss him so much. I've been feeling much more lonely, because it sucks so much. I really need a new best friend in my life now, but that person wont' come. I've been so angry how neglected I've been feeling this whole past couple years and losing him pushed me over the edge and that I don't want anymore people in my life to lose. I am too hurt and I wish this pain would stop.

[Skeezyks]

Hello yismymindblank12: I am sorry to read of your loss. I send warm thoughts your way to buoy you during this time of healing as you search for that new special friend.

[iwonderaboutstuff]

I cannot imagine how your feeling, although, your pain is clear. I've never experienced a loss like that, mostly because I've gone the don't care deeply because I don't want to feel the loss later route. It's only recently, 1+ year ago, that I've opened my heart to a best friend. If I outlive them, I'll be utterly devastated. Cannot imagine life without them. I'm so sorry your living this now It must be terrible to have left over bad feelings mixed in with the pain of loss. I don't have any experience with this and I don't know what to say, but if you want to post more I promise to check in later tonight and tomorrow. You can say anything, good bad whatever. Maybe share one of your favorite memories with me?