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Oct 21, 2015, 12:22 AM
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So....
There are times in my life where I just want to die. Not that I have a plan to commit suicide, but I just want rest from my life.... People see me as strong with what is happening so I get no sympathy. Why does my life situation get to take so much from me? Why do I feel selfish when I try to distance myself and heal from my addict, disturbed son? I still feel selfish that I want to die. I have a wonderful life, on paper. In the meantime, I am alone, I am hurt, I am helpless. I would love to sleep forever, but I have kids, family, friends. I have a perfectionism that makes me so critical of myself + everything else that everyone faults me for. What's left? There's times I long for death. |
 littleowl2006
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Oct 21, 2015, 03:28 PM
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Have you sought a Therapist, to help you deal with your addicted son? It might help. You are taking on too much responsibility alone.
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Oct 21, 2015, 04:19 PM
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As Thunder said, seek help. To show yourself as vulnerable does not mean you're weak.
On the other hand, your trying to appear strong is weakening you. Don't give up.
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