[Aviza]

Can't put my finger on it. Just full of emotions about life the sufferings I've gone through. The things I wanted that never worked out. Why have I been so unlucky? I have several high school people who married young and it worked out, why am I such a failure? I read something about this woman prayed to change the heart of her husband. I've prayed for my marriages and nothing the 2nd one ended in one week. Filed and divorced in a week.

I just wanted a nice life. All I've had is heartache after heartache. I hate that I'm still alive having to deal with so much misery. I really am struggling with dissatisfaction.

[mwake]

Just read your post...big hugs whoever you are....life seems to be about jumping hurdles from what I gather...but sometimess we need a helping hand to her up and jump again... I hope you feel better sooner.

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[Marielle]

I hear you. Sometimes I get mired down with wondering what on earth I did to have to slog through so much and ugh, WHY ME? I can feel that way even when I know there are good things, even great things, going on in my life, that I can and do appreciate. It's like my brain gets stuck in a negative rut.

I wish I had some wise words to share with you about how I wring myself out of the rut, but I haven't quite figured it out despite reflection and acknowledging that some of my own lousy choices contributed to the crummy parts of my life. Like, hey, I know how this happened, I know my mistakes and own my actions, and I'm working to fix it, but DANG, can I catch a break here PLEASE? So maybe it will help just to know that someone read your message and can relate. You're definitely not alone.

[Fuzzybear]