When your family hates your existance

What are you supposed to do? They want me dead, not enough to kill me themselves but my mother and brother have both stated they wish I were dead, no longer a burden, etc. Happened again today. I told her take it up with God.

Ignore them, back away from their drama; thats what i had to do.

My family doesnt believe me, they gossip, judge, make drama, call Drs, google me, internet stalk me, print out every thing, pass it around, gossip and judge more, and call my poor 74 yr old father and give him H E double L, then he yells at me for "causing trouble in the family"...all cause i told the truth.

They speak to the only living pair of my abusers whom they are no longer related to, ask her if XYZ happened (like she's gonna say yes), she obviously says no and they take her word as gossple, they prank call my house, they have done all.sorts of childish things and they are ALL adults; almost all a generation ahead of me and they are these 'holder than thou' "christians". No offense to christians...im not one but i dont think thats the way christians are supposed to act in my opinion...and the christian bible's words.

Sorry...didnt mean to talk to much about me. I blocked them all on facebook since it was a war zone, blocked them from calling or texting me, and just backed away from them. I dont need them to better myself!

My mother gave me a loaded gun and begged me to kill myself when i was 14. Often wish i would of but i know how that feels and its a horrible feeling!

Im sorry!

Get yourself a new family. Join a church.
Surround yourself with love.

I just feel hate and negativity from my family also. They hinder me.

BTW- sorry about your son.

My mom bullied me non stop for 25 years. Then one day I snapped, packed what I could, got on a plane and headed for Los Angeles with no plan at all.

It's been an adventure and there's been a few slightly scary moments but compared to life with my mom, even the worst day here is better then the best day with her.

I'm an American and I have a right to freedom of assembly. No one can force me to be with my mother. She rages like I'm her run away property.

My revenge is living a happy life away from her influence. Everyday feels healthier and I'm starting to thrive. Everyday's a holiday.

Not sure "Freedom of Assembly" fits here:

"freedom of assembly definition. The right to hold public meetings and form associations without interference by the government.*Freedom*of peaceful*assembly*is guaranteed by the First Amendment to the Constitution."

"Assembly" meaning groupings of people.

Freedom of assembly | Define Freedom of assembly at Dictionary.com

And whether or not one (law enforcement) can force a run away back to their home (mother) depends on your age; and State Laws. I was forced back to my home "House of Hell" many times before leaving at age 18.

Kicked all mine to the curb 20+ years ago.

Best thing I ever did for my physical and emotional well-being.

Ain't nobody gonna sabotage my recovery process!

Not even Fam Damily!

Eff 'Em!