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Old Apr 20, 2016, 12:12 PM
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I fear the future.

I feel stuck at a crossroads, though in truth it feels more like a cliff edge most of the time.

I feel a failure.

I feel I'm walking a tightrope everyday - always afraid that today will be the day I fall off.

I don't feel loved. I crave just to be held.

I feel sad.

I feel all of these things all at once. It can bring me to tears without warning. So I shut them out. I can't cope with the confusion so I stop acknowledging them. But then I wonder whether by doing that I'm making it worse because then I don't show love, not to those who I should be - but that's because they don't show me any. The circle keeps going. I am lost.
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 12:09 PM
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But then I wonder whether by doing that I'm making it worse because then I don't show love, not to those who I should be - but that's because they don't show me any. The circle keeps going. I am lost.
So think about why they don't show you any. Good luck
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 12:30 PM
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Hello AbladeintheMeadow: The Skeezyks would simply like to send some healing thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find deep peace within...
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