[sinking]

Please, imagine the worst feelings you can feel... im feeling them. im just unable to say them. its like i dont have words for them.

saying im depressed, hurting, in pain.... is too little. i need to show it another way. no words, facts. so i cut, but then it seems not even that is enough. when and what will ever be enough?

i feel unable say how bad i feel...

Originally Posted by sinking

Please, imagine the worst feelings you can feel... im feeling them. im just unable to say them. its like i dont have words for them.

saying im depressed, hurting, in pain.... is too little. i need to show it another way. no words, facts. so i cut, but then it seems not even that is enough. when and what will ever be enough?

i feel unable say how bad i feel...

hard to find the words... that's happened to me a lot (especially with anxiety)

why do you think it is with you?

(what i mean is, are you too afraid to tell anyone, or you just struggling to say anyway), even if you wanted to, you couldn't.

that kind of thing

keep posting here if it helps

[GAGypsy]

I am not sure how this works (forums) but I feel the same way. I'm in an overwhelming constant state of fear, rage, and pain. I just joined and took the sanity quiz and am no where near sane right now. I've got 9 serious issues and they're right. I'm all alone in the world and hate it but want everyone to leave me the hell alone. I don't know how to explain that. I'm like "please don't leave me" and "F Off" at the same time. My relationship w/ my BF is going down the tubes I'm sure because who wants to deal w/ this level of crazy? I'm frigging scared to death.

[lona3]

I often find it hard to express my feelings as well. Maybe you can try writing down everything you feel and think? This sometimes gives me some relief, even though the words don't always suffice or accurately describe what I'm feeling. All the best to you!

[sinking]

still unable to say it in any way...