angry, sad confused, want to vent but to who?

I can't believe this has happened. How did this p**sy grabber and admitted sex offender become our president? I want to cry but i'm not allowed. the protesters are called whiners. What can I do. I voted. My vote is supposed to count and in fact more people did vote for Clinton and yet...why is this fair and allowed? I mean I understand the logistics....but isn't this wrong?.... I feel so alone. People are saying to just accept it....but I was supposed to do something about my sexual abuse. I feel again like a victim and out of fear I cannot do anything about it. I am so afraid. and alone. again. I'm not allowed to be angry. again. I'm not allowed to speak up or I'm a whiner, a baby. I have no power, again. The only comfort is that I live in a blue state. But with him in power and the congress majority red and the judicial system will now be majority red I can only see horror. I am afraid....Does anyone else feel this?

I'm sorry that you feel like this

Thank you Mickey.
I called the crises line and they said I'm not alone and said that over half the country is feeling shocked. He said they've been getting a lot of calls about it. I left a message with my prescriber.
I guess all I can do is write about it.