I show no emotions to Humans

I show absolutely no emotion what so ever to any human, Grand parents all died, nothing, sister murdered, nothing, father died, nothing at all!!! It will be the same way with my mother, unless I beat her to it! The only time I showed ant kind of emotion is when my little buddy Bees, died almost 6 years. That is the only time I ever showed emotion for anything in my life...... I showed that poor horrible abused dog, what love was like and he thanked me everyday when I got home for work. I had to get down to his lever our he would give wet sloppy kisses no matter what. God, how I miss that. I just hope he knew how much he was loved and how spoiled rotten he was, in the almost 6 years he had him. He passed so suddenly, it was a major shock to all of us. I was 5 minutes too late getting home from work. I will never forgive myself for that. The vet though he had sudden heart attack of all those years he lived being abused finally caught up with him. I never cried about anything in my life but when my little buddy died, I couldn`t stop. I have his ashes right beside, since I am stuck in my bed. this was I can talk to him and tell him hoe sorry I am. I know, I sound like a jerk for showing no emotions for a human but let everything out for an animal. 99.9% of it has to do with the way I was raised.

I can relate to this. I have a hard time feeling empathy for my parents too... So I know houw you feel.

I don't think it's your fault. People are different and show their emotions in different ways. I don't think you're alone in this, so please... don't feel bad about it

I'm sorry friend.
Something I've found to be true with my friends who bottle things up is that it will eventually find it's way out somehow.
Once I had a friend who never mourned the death of her friends she lost in a car accident. And one day she sees a bird that died because it hit a glass window and she had a fit over that little bird. Because it was those emotions coming out that she never let come out before.
I hope you are able to find a healthy way to express yourself, my friend.
All the best,
Stronger