I don't know whats wrong with me today.
I feel disconnected from relationships and just don't feel connected to anyone at all today.
I think I want a job.
I also want ice cream. Badly..
I make these plans. I'm really good at making plans and goals. But carrying them out is a whole other thing. It's harder.
And omg there's construction men next door and they have been there for like a month already and I just want them to ****ing leave because I hate the sound of their voices and they don't talk to me but I wonder if they think I'm a loser because I might seem like I don't have a job.
I'm going to buy some ****ing ice cream.

[Thunder Bow]

Enjoy your ice cream, you deserve it

Thanks. Chubby hubby is the best.

When we start thinking how we can implement our plans, is the part where we are usually stuck. We know what to do, but not how. I'll usually be stuck there, too, if I succeed in doing some planning. But maybe there is no how other than starting!!

Thanks Mr. Stranger. Yeah, I tend to overthink. and then i don't want to do anything! I have heard that one must get stuff done in the morning, in order to get it out of the way. But I don't think I work like that. I might need an hour or 2 to wake up, and do what I want to first, to start the day. Then start being productive. You are right, too. Just starting, is the way to go.