Shaking

my emotions are all over the place and i cant stop shaking inside. the problem is that right the persons that should help me (friends, family, docs, T's) are those that make me feel like that. so i overdose on pills and stay all day in bed. i dont know what else to do. any suggestion please?

I'm afraid I don't have any solid suggestions, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm listening, and sending you gentle hugs. I hope you're feeling better soon.

I'm sorry you're not receiving any support. What are they doing to make you feel this way?

Neverthenless, we're here to listen

My parents would like for me to just snap out of this depression. my brother lives a little far away so comes home quite often and he doesnt understand either, actually makes fun of me. friends dropped me for reasons i dont understand. one said i am too sick. the other said i deserve nothing. i have a boyfriend now and we barely interact through any means. docs dont understand a thing and my T seems more fragile than me and im scared to hurt her. with WHO can i talk to? so i just lie down in bed all day...