Damn it! It wasn't supposed to be like this.

I've been having trouble dealing with my emotions and continued stress and have wanted to leave here multiple times. I've even requested account deletion twice but, while creeping around the forums and nosing around I seen that people were suffering and it made me want to help them if possible so, I guess I have no choice but, to stay.
I know I'm extremely weird and mondo bizarro and maybe even creepy in some ways but, I also have a very emotional heart and it hurts me to read of others going through painful experiences and feeling despair and hopelessness and heartache.
I still want to kick myself for coming back and snooping around but, I also know that if I can help someone even a fraction then maybe I should stay. I guess that's all. Sorry if I sound like a jerk.

You don't sound like a jerk to me in this post. I'm not sure what happened, but this forum can be stressful sometimes. Maybe taking a break and coming back is a better option for you.

I think it is wonderful of you to come back bc you want to help. Just don't forget your self!!!!!!! (((((((HUGS)))))))

Thanks. That's really cool of you to say that.

I don't know what happened, but this post doesn't sound creepy at all. It's actually very kind.

Maybe you get something from feeling helpful? It's not unusual.
You seem very kind-hearted.
Remember balance though.


WC

Whatever happened, you can pm me about it. I'm always here, sometimes lurking, but I do care.

Thanks, Artchic. I don't know what to say. I'm impressed though.

I'm glad you came back. It's nice to see your name on the boards again. I'll send you a pm soon. Just being lazy. Lol.