How are you coping today?

I really don't mean to be such a screwdge but...

Not very well because I got up so late and have made the day shorter. I've done what I can for now. And the rest has to be done later. But I could have done it this morning if I'd got up earlier.

I am just about coping.I am lacking energy and I feel sad,it has been a struggle to get my chores done.

today feels so normal, and not in a good way, either.

just the stretch of normalness between christmas and new year.... I don't know why I hate it so much (even though it feels just as bad as any other day of the year, these 4 days are the worst)
in my case it's thinking about how bad christmas was, and how depressed I am for the new year

hate these few days

wrote my shopping list for next week and my weekly menu
that is all i'm doing today

Good. Getting up earlier makes SO much difference.

today so far has been so boring and normal and regular it's hard to really know how I feel.

sleepless night, gross shower, less than average breakfast, back to my room to post here.

I am meant to go shopping today for my food for next week

can I be bothered?

no, no not really. but it has to be done

ended up going shopping

got what I needed +more

good trip..

feeling okay.

no sleep yesterday (and that is always stressfull), but i'm okay

I was almost in at least a 3 car accident today. I think the guy who almost ran the red light just wasn’t paying attention. The second he slammed on his breaks he covered his mouth in shock. I handled the situation by bursting into laughter. I laugh when I’m in very extreme situations like that. I feel fine now.

I saw Mary Poppins film with my niece today,it was fun.We ate at the pub and went to the ice creme parlour for dessert.My niece has to write two essays and hand them in before the 8th Jan and on 8th Jan she has university exams,so she is a bit stressed.I tried to help her relax.

I am doing ok I liked today.I am still a bit low about it being the end of the year and a new year beginning and where does the time go and where did all the last thirty years go,what did I do with them and getting older sucks and feeling like I didn't go anywhere in life hurts and it feels like I will always be alone and stuck.Maybe the new year will bring me dreams and wishes that I can make come true.Maybe I will finally be on my way to somewhere or something.

I'm doing ok. I'm tired but can't sleep. It's also hard for me to do anything else except chat on here. I hope I'll have more energy tomorrow.

I woke early 5am and I now feel tired,I am doing ok for now,I don't have to do anything much today even though there are chores I could be doing,but I should cope ok as I can rest up,as and when I need to.

Well, I should just accept that I get up late every morning and don't have time for everything. And somethings will just have to go. That's the only way to "cope".

Today I did what I always do when I feel lost and overwhelmed,I went to my favourite cafe and just tried to chill.I am not coping well,my blood sugars are extremely high,459, and I feel unwell.I am trying to lower my blood sugars but not succeeding so far.

Ok and walked in a park since the sun was shining.

Not well. No one cares so it doesn't matter. Some idiot took my life from me because he needed a girlfriend. He started with one friend and moved on to take more. All he knows how to do is take, take and take.

Not well at all blood sugars still extremely high!

Barely.......

I got my blood sugars down from 453 to 264,so much better but still have to get it right down to 90.It is now 2019,I did well today,I coped with the high blood sugar and worked hard to get it down.I am not struggling with feeling ill like I was earlier.

I'm feeling sad

today my chest of drawers got crushed- because they are broken, so it's like the natural thing to happen, but bleh....

I can't stand losing things or getting rid of things

I'm the type of person who would keep out of date crisps in the house just because the packaet is still full

I don't know... I'll be fine, just sad

Great, because I got up early, got out on time, and then could get on with other things when I came back.

Sounds like I won't be allowed to sleep tonight (noise), but it has been quiet the last 2 nights so I shouldn't complain.

I feel better than I did this morning. I feel more calm and relaxed.

I feel depressed all the time!

I am trying to hold it together.

someone who I've known for... maybe 6 months now has suddenly decided she wants something diffrent in her life.

this means I don't get to see her and we were really close

I found out this morning and was devistated (I even cried)

That sounds awesome!