So I feel like I've been traumatized by neglect. I just wanted to say that. Every time unbearable thoughts pop up in my head it has to do with me feeling neglected or abandoned. So I just wanted to share that.

(((((hugs))))

so sorry you feel that way

hopefully being here helps

[Sypher94]

It takes alot to admit that big respect

[MickeyCheeky]

I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, ExplodingSun56 Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You could learn new ways to cope with your feelings. Dealing with neglect is certainly not easy and I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. I hope things will get better soon for you. I'm sure you can do this! I believe in you! We all believe in you! We're all rooting for you! I completely agree with what raging vortex has already wisely said better than I ever could. I hope writing here helps a bit. Please keep venting and writing here as much as you can and want! We all care about you here! We all love you here! You know we won't judge you! I promise you that. Be free to be yourself here! Sending many hugs to you, ExplodingSun56. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this! Please don't give up! Try to hang on as much as you can! You're a strong, wonderful person! Please remember that You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Please don't give up! Try to hang on! I'm so sorry you're going through all of this

[KD1980]

Much support and solidarity for you. I know how you feel.

Are you seeing a therapist? My therapist was able to help me make great progress with those awful abandonment feelings.

Remember that you deserve love and meaningful human connections, always.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((( hugs )))))))))

It sounds like you have a heavy heart right now. Big hug to you. ❤️

[mountainstream]