How people make me feel

Lately I've been writing issues because my psychologist likes that for our sessions. Here's one, and was wondering if anyone has these feelings. My entire life even as a young child I've been terrified of people touching me. It's even very uncomfortable getting close to people. But every once in awhile, some people, OMG. Like today at the store there was this man. The moment I walked past him I felt the most intense feelings as if he was about to rape me. And this guy, he wouldn't leave me alone. He just followed me down isle after isle.

Idk maybe I was so hallucinating. I felt like screaming. Is that normal? Has anyone ever felt that way? It makes me feel so alone.

Thanks

I have always had trouble with people invading my “space “

As for getting such awful vibes off people ? As a rape and csa survivor I ALWAYS listen to my gut, when I sense something off. it’s usually fight or flight mode, usually I physically get away as fast as possible.

But a few years ago while standing in line at a gas station someone came up behind me and immediately I sensed evil, a nano second later he grabbed me by my hips, I jerked away from him and went on attack shoving him and daring him to touch me again , literally shoving him over and over , his coworker kept yelling at him to stop as he was again trying to get a hold of me. Middle of the day with a bunch of people in the store ! His coworker finally got him to stop , meanwhile I’m begging for a fight. He had evil intentions of some sorts.

I actually saw my T about 10 mins later for our regular session... he said I had a normal reaction, he said he was glad I wasn’t physically hurt , but mentally a bit ptsd for a few months. it was a struggle to move past.

Always listen to your gut. Always.

You reacted amazingly. I guess somehow we or our subconscious mind can sense things people aren't normally aware of. My psychologist said the brain is so amazing!

I'm glad you were okay! ...Thanks for writing that. I don't feel so alone!

Your not alone at all

Christina I'm glad you were okay.! I agree listen to your gut.

I'm a survivor of child abuse and later in life domestic abuse. Due to the horrors I endured I read people. Maybe it formed a stronger Intuition in me. Creepy vibe, sometimes evil. I have crossed the street, left a store, got off an elevator due to this vibe.

I also get vibes from people. Sometimes ''creepy'' people which some seem not to notice as such... or even evil.

Me too I’m always paranoid, and I don’t trust people. :/