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Old Nov 30, 2020, 06:24 AM
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I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 06:48 AM
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I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.
Why do you feel you were abandoned by Reddit?
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 07:31 AM
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Because they banned me. I'm not getting into why.
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 10:17 AM
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What about a blog of some sort @DarkMagician? There might be a site where you can write anything you want in your blog.
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 10:24 AM
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Actually you can create your own blog on this site. I just remembered that.
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 10:32 AM
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Mind you it might be moderated though. I'm not sure how that works.
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 10:54 AM
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DarkMagician, I hear you on not calling a suicide hotline. They can be dangerous in and of themselves, depending. What do you feel like you need from someone right now? How can we help?
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 11:26 AM
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Well, i respect Your decision of not calling a suicide hotline, although i'd recommend to seriously think about it, especially if it gets worse. i am not sure how much Help i can be but Please do feel Free to contact me if You need to talk! Please do stay Safe. SEnding many Safe, Warm Hugs to BOTH You, @DarkMagician, Your Family, Your FriEnds And ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting And keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!
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Old Nov 30, 2020, 02:38 PM
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i found these people are pretty good. Do the online chat. Better than voice on the phone. They are good.

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Old Dec 01, 2020, 01:49 PM
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I don't know where to go for my suicidal thoughts now. Don't tell me to go to the suicide hotline. It's not happening. I used to go to reddit to r/SucideWatch. Maybe it's not perfect but I felt like I could at least vent there. Reddit has abandoned me. I'm not gonna get into why right now. That would require me to type a lot more. I just don't know where to go now if I start thinking suicidal thoughts and getting really angry. Most people don't know how to help and only make things worse. There aren't good enough suicide resources for people. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no place to go because people don't actually know how to understand people like me. I'm screwed.
I been there myself, lost a brother in law to suicide. I watch Kati Morton even though I was banned from her website. She has lots of suicide prevention, dealing with suicidal thoughts youtube. Teal Swans what to do if you are suicidal that one help me the best. Lisa A Romano suicide video believe in yourself no matter what. Hope this helps.
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Old Dec 02, 2020, 07:25 AM
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Because they banned me. I'm not getting into why.
I'm sorry that happened. I can see why you feel abandoned. Unfortunately I agree with your first post. Most people cannot help people like you or me. This sucks.

I would also suggest you look at the post above mine from buffy and look up the people on youtube she mentioned. I just like listening to Kati Morton because her voice is soothing to me. The way she presents stuff I already even know about sounds so much better coming from her.
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Old Dec 02, 2020, 05:30 PM
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I'm sorry that happened. I can see why you feel abandoned. Unfortunately I agree with your first post. Most people cannot help people like you or me. This sucks.

I would also suggest you look at the post above mine from buffy and look up the people on youtube she mentioned. I just like listening to Kati Morton because her voice is soothing to me. The way she presents stuff I already even know about sounds so much better coming from her.
Kati Morton had great video but her Facebook website is supposed to be a safe place but the monitor do bully a lot of people.
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Old Dec 02, 2020, 05:31 PM
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What about a blog of some sort @DarkMagician? There might be a site where you can write anything you want in your blog.
That is a great idea.

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Old Dec 04, 2020, 11:36 AM
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There are different website forums. All, the best. Try friends and family and let them know how you feel.
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