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I feel rejected and abandoned and in despair. Well what should I expect? I put all my eggs in one basket and I hurt the woman I love. It was a foolish thing to do. To bite the hand that feeds me. And now she pushes all my fragile emotional buttons. She hurts me deeply so I can feel her pain. I'm sure I deserve it, her tongue lashings, her verbal abuse, her bitter incantations, but it hurts just the same. An eye for an eye, that's her motto. As sadness overwhelms me, my emotions play tricks on me. Fight, flight or freeze. My emotions overwhelm me. I am frozen in a quagmire of hopelessness. Tears well in my eyes. I'm praying. I'm coping. I'm rationalizing. I'm gasping for air. Beam me up Scotty! I don't want to stay here.
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Dear mf1438,
I am so very sorry you are in that unhappy and miserable situation. It is really heartbreaking. I wish I knew what to say to help ease your pain. Awhile back I was in a somewhat similar situation and it was a living nightmare. My heart goes out to you. Sincerely yours, Yao Wen |
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Put your eggs on one basket? How many baskets do you need?
Maybe, I read bad. Sorry for your breakdown. It’s always sad. Maybe if you explain a little more. Maybe you’re still in time to fix things up. Who knows?
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Social Anxiety and Depression. Cluster C traits. Trying to improve my English. My apologies for errors and mistakes in advance. Mankind is complex: Make deserts blossom and lakes die. ( GIL SCOTT-HERSON) |
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Nobody deserves to be abused. Please do be kind to yourself and feel free to share whatever has happened if you feel comfortable in doing so. Things can improve. SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @mf1438, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!
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