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I want to talk about how my body is behaving. Nowadays I got periods for 10 continuous days. In fact it was black colour
And it still comes, spotting
My hair is already kind of oily
My head gets oily
I get a lot of pimples on my face and butt
I lost a lot of hair
I became anxious
I got fast beating heart
And breathing became shallow and I got sleep problems
Oversleeping
Lethargy during the day
Not able to focus on study
Only able to clean
There is only good thing happening in my life
Is I am eating somewhat good
I wanted to work on why am getting lethargic
I thought a Cleaning will help but I didn’t help
There is something inside me that is trying to get out
I don’t know what
It’s really bothering me
I’m gonna go to therapy
But I want to share with a bunch of friends
That thing inside me what is leading to me, judging others
And becoming self obsessed or self centred
I need to hear that hurting part
And heal it
But I don’t know it’s name
Shall I call it Alisha?
Or Shiloh?
That makes it easier to communicate with her
How old is she? Definitely younger like 11 years old
She’s really cute and sweet she has black hair and round pretty eyes
She has brown skin and is slightly chubby
Why are you crying?
I’m sad
Why?
My mom scolded me
Your mom seems upset
She scolds me for small things, I’m really frustrated.
I wish I had a friend.
It’s okay online forum will help
😊
I wanna know how to heal my heart and soul