[Gasplessy]

Thread's title should have been "Beyond guilt" but I know it may be a triggering word

By the way i am in a phase of my life where i feel

Possible trigger:

defeated
Some years ago-actually long time ago-i had a completely different perspective. Way too positive
Now that i have become a mid-thirties useless person, after almost 8 years shut in a house, losing everything, my mind has changed... and i don't want to survive to my mother. Not because of loneliness -which is not a big issue- but because of guilt. I can't go on after the horror that happened to her life. She is turning 70 next year, her life has been taken away from her because of my mistakes and i simply waiting for her to fly away in the hope to reach her again
***** happened and i've been unable to fix it. For eight years

I know negative thoughts are not okay and I am sorry but some situations are so complicated

P.s. sorry for my english. I never got the advanced certification

[CANDC]

Sorry to hear of the challenges you face @Gasplessy - that sounds rough to deal with.

CANDC

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