Terminally I'll

What I have is incurable. People have subsequently built up a view of me that is exaggerated that is effecting the rest of my days on this earth.

I thing admitting your issues is the best way, but lately I have been stressed as to why people think:

1, I live in a pig sty
2. I am in incontinent
3. I am a transgender
4. I have dementia.

Amongst other issues. Now not only to I have to try and live through actual problems I do have. But now I have to try and live with made up issues about myself. Because people think I can't use the toilet, I am older than I am I get treated as such. I cannot live as a normal middle aged woman.

It's a battle that has become terminal. Now I know I do not urinate in my bed (some may think I still do, I did up until around age 11) I know I do not now amd would admit if I did.

Someone somewhere is telling people I love in such a way that people do.not.want to form friendships with me. In essence this is killing me. My question is, someone is gaining something from this, and it is not me. Everything even the good I do is classed as gross or disgusting. Anything I say about the real issues gets dismissed.

All I am left asking is. Why would someone do this and what are they gaining? I'm no threat.

I am so very, very sorry you are in the situation you described. How heartbreaking. It must be so distressing for you.

People can be cruel. If a person has low self-esteem they can seek to project their self-hatred onto someone else as a way to get relief. But it is cruel. I wonder if the people in your life suffer from some form of conscious, unconscious or semiconscious self-hatred and self-loathing.

So very, very sorry that you are the target of cruelty!