Unsure

It's been a month now since I was depressed, and Im feeling much better, just had a few moments and still a bit fragile (but I always was weak anyways) and there's so many things that trigger it, I feel okay now but sometimes I feel so shaky, and I don't think that's normal, anyways success story. I've made more friends, hang out with them more, like a lad at school who might like me back, and I can think straight, not as tired, and thanking god (if he exists) for what Ive got. I've lost so much - innocence, optimism, positive view on the world, worst of all is that Im only 15 and I will never have children when Im older, in case they have depression, like me and my mum did, but I feel so much older than 15, so I guess Im a little wiser, and less ignorant, and more deserving of a life. Thanks for t Reading x

Congratulations, No_longer_sane, on how far you have progressed. Keep up the good work. You never know how far hard work will take you.