[specialdarkness]

Long day lay me low, lay me low.
Headburning drunk...i don't need none that's right man, i'm fine.
Bt what iv'e got to know
is have i wasted time
My eyes are blind to almost everything you see
And i'm drowning through sorrow
you recognise me, be me for a change.
Under the silk, in a box of pine and that's dying
not a single other life
ever will have felt my price
is it worth the risk to be revived
and i'm dying, i'm hollow
it won't deny me, be me for a change
how long will i stay
they'll take the pain away,on and outta my mind
gimme some medicine
and i'm drowning through sorrow
it won't deny me
be me for a change
yeah, one more time
long day kill me long.

[madisgram]

specialdarkness, i care and yes, you would be very missed. when i'm so depressed i cannot see the light....but it is still there and waiting for you too. you are a child of god, jme. i am so sorry you feel you would not be missed. you would. you surely would. hang on and keep posting about what is bothering you if you feel comfortable to do that. in the meantime i know you are a person of value and worth. your life can have meaning again. hold on....hold on...we'll help you hold on.