[bananasarecool]

...when you feel like the whole world hates you?

its late here... im feeling lower than ever... and i just feel so alone. so hated. so weak.

[Miracle1986]

((((bananas))))
Try to remind yourself that we here at PC you.

[Rachie]

[kebsfroggy]

I'm just a frog of little brain so I can't provide any answers. I mean after all a frog in curlers and a bathrobe and holding a mug of coffee. . . do I look like I have the answer?

Just remember above all else, here at PC your are among friends. Genuine people that are fighting with the same emotions you are feeling right now.

None of us have the answer but we all work together to support one another, to provide a body to lean on or a shoulder to cry on. (and Kleenex tissues when needed)

The day you signed up, you became an important part of this community.
We care.

(((( bananasarecool )))))



kebs

[psjeff]

It's hard when we feel like the whole world hates you, but realistically it isn't possible because you haven't met everyone in the whole world. You are with a group of people here , who don't hate you, but rather understand the feelings you have because we have them to. Remember there are many of us out here who care.

[justfloating]

[turquoisesea]

(((((((((((((((((((bananasarecool)))))))))))))))))))

I don't hate you.

You're not weak. You're going up against something really hard to fight. That does not make you weak.

[bananasarecool]

thanks everyone.
well i tried writing down some of the things that were upsetting me... and in the short term it actually did help. i also told my boyfriend about my depression and he is being really supportive. i feel that although it may change our relationship, it was something that had to be done. my counsellors away this week and im finding it hard - i usually cant talk that much anyway but i feel just even more trapped than ever.
i just want to snap my fingers and make everything ok again.
but thank you so much guys. it really does help.
x

[turquoisesea]

Originally Posted by bananasarecool

thanks everyone.
well i tried writing down some of the things that were upsetting me... and in the short term it actually did help. i also told my boyfriend about my depression and he is being really supportive. i feel that although it may change our relationship, it was something that had to be done. my counsellors away this week and im finding it hard - i usually cant talk that much anyway but i feel just even more trapped than ever.
i just want to snap my fingers and make everything ok again.
but thank you so much guys. it really does help.
x

I'm SO glad your bf is being supportive. I think it will change the relationship to some level but not necessarily in a bad way, maybe even a good one I've found writing things out helps me alot and I"m glad it's working at least for short term for you.

I wish I could give you some magic to make it better, but we've got a long road to follow. dont give up hope though, it's not easy but it's there.

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by kebsfroggy

I'm just a frog of little brain so I can't provide any answers. I mean after all a frog in curlers and a bathrobe and holding a mug of coffee. . . do I look like I have the answer?

Just remember above all else, here at PC your are among friends. Genuine people that are fighting with the same emotions you are feeling right now.

None of us have the answer but we all work together to support one another, to provide a body to lean on or a shoulder to cry on. (and Kleenex tissues when needed)

The day you signed up, you became an important part of this community.
We care.

(((( bananasarecool )))))



kebs

[Amazonmom]

That was a brave thing to talk to your boyfriend about it...but the relationship will be closer because you shared such a big thing.