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Jun 11, 2009, 05:38 PM
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i think... that i might have a problem.
im not thin or emaciated or anything... but ive become really obsessed with food. im fasting for days at a time, restricting my calorie intake to 500 a day and even eating that makes me feel like a pig. i feel unworthy of food. i feel disgusting. i want to be thin and perfect and happy. and its not happening. im still just as fat. maybe i always will be. urgh. its just all too much... i feel... so messed up... so unworthy... such a failiure... so unhappy.  i think life used to be easy... now its all just so hard. |
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Jun 11, 2009, 05:45 PM
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(((bananas)))
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Jun 11, 2009, 05:45 PM
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It sounds like you have an eating disorder, or the depression has reduced your eating to almost nothing. You NEED to get help with this, 500 calories a day is not enough.
You deserve to be healthy and happy. Please call a doc or T about this! I have done this twice, where I thought denying myself food would take back the control that the depression stole. That's not true, it doesn't work like that. Here's some hugs/love to help  
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