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Old Jun 14, 2009, 02:37 PM
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Now I seriosuly am getting pissed. Finding it hard to see the point of trying.

A few weeks ago I admitted myself to a mental hospital. One week later I felt much better so I decided to discharge myself. It's 2 weeks since then and I must say...what a regret I feel for discharging myself.

I am finding life vey stressful and it's horrible, completely ****ing horrible to know that I am slowly getting depressed again. One spell of happiness and I thought I was cured.

I am feeling so ****ing ****ed. My T reckons I have aspergers, im beginning to reckon that as well (but mainly I reckon I have OCD - I pull out my hair and bite my nails until they bleed: not to cause pain or SI just cus it's something I do and I can help it) and I actually miss being in hospital.

Hospital is just sooooo loviong and soft on you.No stress and no family to keep putting you down. Family **** you up. They don't mean to. But they bluddy do.

Sigh.

HELP ME.

I CANT HELP BUT NOTICE IM GETTING BAD AGAIN.
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Old Jun 14, 2009, 02:46 PM
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Hello, when you were discharged you should have been given a number to ring if things got bad. Often people are passed onto the community team, do you have a cpn you can contact?

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Old Jun 14, 2009, 02:49 PM
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Hello, when you were discharged you should have been given a number to ring if things got bad. Often people are passed onto the community team, do you have a cpn you can contact?
I just have a T and a social worker. I don't want to go back hospital. I just want help. And proper help. Not stupid CBT crap because ive been doing that for a year and it hasn't done anything.

I have had periods of highs but that's because of the meds. Every night I go sleep extremely depressed and im kinda sad the whole day. This is getting worse as each day passes. i just hope some therapy will help me.
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Old Jun 14, 2009, 02:54 PM
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It is kind of normal to feel depressed after coming out of hospital. Please don't be afraid to ring someone, if you ring the hospital they can give you the community team number. They won't send you back to hospital unless you feel you need. You can have a chat with someone on the phone and they really don't mind you doing that if it makes you feel better.
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Old Jun 14, 2009, 02:56 PM
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I am kinda happy but im really not. Im FRUSTRATED, ANGRY and SAD. And I was completely happy up to a week of coming out and then I started SIng again and now it's getting worse and so is my mood.

I want to go back hospital but then again I really don't
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