[Berries]

I'm so depressed, I can't stay out of bed. It is the only place i want to be, preferably asleep.
I hate the weekends. But I'm not too found of the weekdays either.

I moved acoss the contry and now I hate my life. I miss my old life. Why do I keep having to re-invent myself??????

[thinker22]

I've been moving constantly over the past 5 years and I almost always miss aspects of the previous state/city. I'm not sure why I like to move, but i do. I've been depressed a ton in this current location, so I wanted to move again, but I realize I'll just get depressed in the next place and idealize the last one (where i currently am). So I know how it is.

Hope you feel better soon.

And don't beat up on yourself for being in bed. If that's all you can handle, so be it. Ride it out.

[gimmeice]

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Sending you some hugs

[idontknow13]

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[depressedalaskan]

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[ADHD1956]

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[Rohag]

Originally Posted by thinker22

And don't beat up on yourself for being in bed. If that's all you can handle, so be it. Ride it out.

This reminds me of an old saying: "One day is honey, the next onions." Enjoy the sweet, and cry when you must. Neither is wrong.

[turquoisesea]

[justfloating]

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I'm not sure what situation prompted you to move, but I know that when my depression hits hard all I can think about is escaping. I start looking at want ads, at new schools, at new cities or countries... anything to get me out of the place and state of mind I'm in.

Don't be too hard on yourself. If you need to go back to bed, do it. Do whatever you have to in order to alleviate some of the pain.

[darkpurplesecrets]

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I am sorry you are feeling this way. You have nothing to feel bad about. If you need to stay in bed then it is okay. Take care of you and do something good for yourself. I know that at times it is sooo hard to get out of bed. You want to just disappear from the world and everything in it. Sometimes just taking a minute at a time is too much. Just remember that you are important and that you do matter. Know that we are here to listen and not judge you. You do what you need to do to take care of yourself.

Sometimes taking a time out and just being helps. I do hope you will keep posting and let us know how you are doing. Know we care and are here. I send you a gentle hug if that is okay.

dps

[Amazonmom]

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I keep looking for happiness, I have chased it across the country twice!

I hope you feel better soon. Something my T has said might apply...if the old place was better, and has your support system, then what is stopping you from returning?