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Old Jul 07, 2009, 04:35 PM
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I just want to give up and ***.
I'm completely useless and worthless to everyone and I am tired of being a burden to all who know me.
I have no desire, no energy nor strength to continue.
Everyday is h*** and a never ending uphill battle.
I should of never been born.
I hate myself everyday.
Life sucks.

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Old Jul 07, 2009, 04:45 PM
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I feel a very similar pain.

The flu makes you sneeze, food poisoning makes you sick - depression makes you hate, it makes you cry, it makes you hurt, it twists everything up and leaves your head spinning.

Get through another day. Just this day. Wait till tomorrow to deal with tomorrow. But just focus on getting through the next few hours. If you are without hope, keep struggling through the present, do not worry about the daunting future.

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Old Jul 07, 2009, 05:37 PM
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((((((((((((((((( autumn ))))))))))))))))))))))

Sending you some hugs.
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 06:28 PM
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 10:05 PM
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One day at a time is how I deal with it.
I think about giving up all the time .
But I WON'T, no matter how horrible I feel.
Take care of yourself
you really are worth it
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 10:50 PM
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I know how that feels, I've been there.

You are valuable, you are worth something.

It doesn't seem like it now, but living through each day is worth it.

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Old Jul 07, 2009, 10:55 PM
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Me too. It hurts so much some days.
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 10:58 PM
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Sorry you are feeling this way. But you are worth it and worth being around. I know the feeling of I should have never been born--but there is a reason. You are not a burden and we are here for you to listen and support you in anyway we can. Together we can weather this storm. Just hold on and keep reaching. We are right here reaching back. You are not alone.

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Old Jul 08, 2009, 06:35 AM
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the trick is to keep breathing.

life may suck, and you may be running on empty in the energy department... but if you keep doing that one thing (breathe) you'll be alright.

works for me, i've been running on empty for 5 years now. not in the best condition, but still somewhat functional.
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 01:31 PM
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I want to give up

Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

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Old Jul 08, 2009, 04:46 PM
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I just want to give up and ***.
I'm completely useless and worthless to everyone and I am tired of being a burden to all who know me.
I have no desire, no energy nor strength to continue.
Everyday is h*** and a never ending uphill battle.
I should of never been born.
I hate myself everyday.
Life sucks.
You know what though - we never know what's going to happen next......
Just when I think I've had enough something out of the blue brightens my day.
A good nites sleep helps to
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 05:54 PM
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(((((((((((((Autumn01)))))))))))))

Please don't give up, my friend.

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Old Jul 09, 2009, 12:42 AM
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((((((((((autumn))))))))) I'm sorry you're hurting my friend. I know that heat we Arizonians face makes my depression worse. It's hard to feel much energy when it's 105 outside. When ever you feel like a burden, take a moment and think of all the people who would mourn you if you weren't here. Things will get better.
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Old Jul 09, 2009, 03:57 PM
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Thank you everyone so very much.
I don't feel any better but thank you all for your caring, encouragement and support.

Autumn
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