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Jul 09, 2009, 03:11 PM
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If there was ship sinking and I was on that ship, and everyone had to save themselves.. fight for their lives, I would just sit there. I wouldn't try to save myself cuz this would be such a wonderful opportunity and nobody's fault. The problem is.. there is no ship. Nothing is happening.
I'm trying very hard to stay positive, it works, makes me feel good, less anxious, more sociable.. and then I just crash. I'm unable to take off because stupid runway is just too short. Everything I do, everything I think of, everything I care about is unreal.. Imaginary friends, intangible things, fake smiles, virtual travel, empty mailbox and invisible dinner.. I can't stand sunny days - my eyes hurt, can't drive - too tempting, have endless panic attacks in public transport on the way to work and back, emotional abuse and continuous triggering at home. If I move out.. nice joke lol. I have no idea.. maybe it's time to find out.. Can't just sit there and watch.. wanted to type in some more but suddenly lost interest.. meh dunno how to whine on maybe later
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Jul 09, 2009, 05:45 PM
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(((((((((( ExiExi ))))))))))))))))))
I am sorry that you are feeling bad, I am sending you some hugs 
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Jul 09, 2009, 08:32 PM
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#4
Jul 09, 2009, 08:38 PM
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Hugs. I'm sorry life is such a struggle right now.
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Jul 10, 2009, 04:50 AM
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thank you, guys
you are great
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Jul 10, 2009, 05:54 AM
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Sorry you are feeling so low ((((((ExiExi))))))
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Jul 10, 2009, 10:02 AM
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Speaking for myself, I find no effective return on efforts to be "positive." I can't get over the feeling I'm deluding myself, and that makes me feel worse in the long run. I've adopted a functional policy of trying to be "factual" or "accurate," even if I'm not in the best position to discern either. Anyway, when you find the energy and focus, do please continue your rant. Pardon my selfishness, but others' rantings tend to make me think, and I try to think at least once a week... Besides, this is PC, this is the place where we should be able to air our frustrations without fear of condemnation. 
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Jul 10, 2009, 10:58 AM
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I'm not being short with you serious post - I just wanted to share with you
HOW MANY MANY time I just want to run away - problem is: WHERE EVER I GO THERE I AM. Sincerely Starlite |
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