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Old Jul 15, 2009, 02:35 PM
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help
can't ask for it. i don't know how.
i'm talking to myself all the time because there is nobody else.
doesn't matter what i say and do.. they don't care.
i know a thing or two about efficiency and priority.. maybe this world just doesn't want genes like mine. fair enough.
i'm still trapped and there is nothing left to say really

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Old Jul 16, 2009, 08:53 AM
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We hear you and do care. Asking for help is hard but just what you wrote is asking for help. You are not alone. We feel your pain. What you say or have to say is important. What you do is important.

I am sorry you are feeling trapped. That is not a good feeling I know. But you have taken the first step and that is reaching out here. Taking the chance to open up just a little and let out a little. That is important.

Feeling like no one doesn't want genes like yours is a feeling we understand. But just because you are is important enough to care and listen to. You are a person with feelings and you do deserve to be heard and listened to.

Thank you for trusting us enough to reach out and say what you are feeling. That is a first step. I know it is not easy. But you are worth it. Everytime you can say what you are feeling--it is beating that depression and the thoughts in your mind telling you that you cannot do it. That is a good thing.

Know that you can say what you need to here and there is no judgement or ridicule for what you are feeling. It is real what you feel and I know it hurts. But we do care and are here for you. Please keep reaching.

Sending you a gentle hug. Hang in there.

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Old Jul 16, 2009, 09:03 AM
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Old Jul 16, 2009, 09:06 AM
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Old Jul 16, 2009, 09:24 AM
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Thank you for trusting us enough to reach out and say what you are feeling. That is a first step. I know it is not easy. But you are worth it. Everytime you can say what you are feeling--it is beating that depression and the thoughts in your mind telling you that you cannot do it. That is a good thing.
I second these thoughts. Do please keep posting.
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Old Jul 16, 2009, 09:51 AM
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Thank you for answers and your kind words.

My problem with posting here is always the same. I'm so scared to hurt other's feelings and to be ignored because of it.. that I can't focus on reading and can't really feel anything but terror. I've tried many times. Feels like I'm just wasting your time here.. But I am thankful despite that.

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Old Jul 16, 2009, 12:04 PM
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I know how you feel... I talk to myself too, because no one else would listen. It sucks.
But we're here, we all care. We'll listen and try to help if we can.

I don't have any real advice, I can only offer you my support
Please, let us be there for you, don't ever feel like you're wasting anybody's time

Wish I could help more... Take care and keep posting
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