life sucks

i feel so low. Don't know what to do. Therapy is ending soon. Got a new therapist that i dont trust. I just quit my job. I'm unwell mentally and i don't want to get out of bed in the morning. I'm crying all the time not looking after myself and don't want to go out with friends. I don't think anyone understands what i'm going through. I'v been seeing the same therapist for 4 years and soon i wont be able to see her anymore. My life is not significant anymore. That was my affirmation on my wall my life is significant but i don't think it is maybe i should sleep my life away and not see any therapist anymore cos its just far too hard and my therapist is not doing anything to make sure that i can see her still. She has given up and that makes me so angry because i should mean more to her but i'm just another client to her and nothing more. I don't have a job anymore and i don't have college i don't have much left to look forward to. I hated my job though so why am i so worried about it.don't worry if u can't reply to this i'm just alone in life and my therapist doesn't care anymore she wont figure out a way that i can see her.

(((crystalrose)))
I'm so sorry to hear about your struggles
We are here to listen and we understand .
I hope you feel better soon . Take Care

((((crystalrose))))
I hope you feel better soon

i hope you feel better soon...sounds like you really feel abandoned by your therapist. Your symtoms are classic for major depression...i think it is urgent you find someone to talk to that you feel you can trust to get you through this. sending you safe cyber hugs... nuckingfutz

With that, let me put on my own broken record and say: You can have depression and another illness at the same time. Sometimes (too often?) when you receive a depression diagnosis the medical folks look no further and read all your symptoms in light of that one diagnosis. If you are able, it could be valuable to get a regular medical work-up to rule out other possibilities. You may need treatment for more than just depression.

I wish you better days and caring companionship!

I'm very sorry you're feeling so low. I'm in a similar position that you are in (no job, no school, no social life, no nothing). I can tell you this isolation will only make you feel more and more hopeless. You could try to find something that you really like or that you're good at... and think of it when you need a reason to get out of bed in the morning. Try to go out a little, even if you go only for a walk. Talk to your friends, it sounds like you need some support irl too...
It's important not to isolate yourself completely... Don't stop living, your life IS significant, you just can't see it right now. But it's the depression talking. You have to fight it.

Take care of yourself