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Jul 17, 2009, 08:01 AM
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Recently my daughter and I got into yet another spat
and well to be honest it took all that I have to not lash out at her (hit) I was ashamed and to be honest still am after everything I went through growing up and here was I about to do the unthinkable however I did not do it instead I packed my bags and I called a friend to come get me I stayed with her but it was only like a day and a half my friend said I am silly for coming back so quick and she is right yet again I was thinking of them and not me but I told them all the next time I go I go for good I will never come home at least that is how I feel right now. my son he is 18 he is a good boy he does not yell and scream a thousand times a day at me he never goes out hooning around or smoking drinking etc. My girl she is 16 she yells and screams and she drinks and she gets these pearcings done I know she is 16 but even so as her parent do I not even count for anything well the answer to that is no I do not I am a fat lazy worthless joke of a mother she even had the nerve to tell me that the house was cleaner when I was gone lol so do tell who folded all the towels and tea towels cloths etc the very night she came home Seriously though I cry so much over this stuff I cry myself to sleep I cry to my T and she says to me my g** they do upset you so why not leave how many times have I thought of that over the last 16 yrs but you know worse still is hubby just lets her do it lets her talk to me like she does never again will I try to protect her from him I have always done that not now though I am so angry and hurt and frustrated I just am not sure how long before I break completely.Anyway I will stop I know I talk about my girl a lot please understand I do love her very much I just hate the things she says and does.
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Jul 17, 2009, 08:31 AM
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(((((starrina)))))
I am sorry you are feeling so bad, I understand about your feelings about your daughter, it really is not easy but we still love them very much. Please do take care of yourself, you are important 
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Jul 17, 2009, 01:40 PM
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I'm sorry you're having a hard time at home. I hope things will get better soon for you...
I'm sorry I don't have any advice... But know that I care Take care of yourself 
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