I need a break.

I have had a horrible week. Just horrible. Today was it. I really cant take it anymore. I feel so low, so worthless, so nothing. I need a break. A break from everything. I hate this life and I hate that I cant handle it. I hate myself cause I'm so weak. I'm tired of crying and I'm just tired or being tired.

(((((((((((((((((jmo))))))))))))))))))

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((((((((karen)))))))))

Thank you for your hugs.

I appreciate everyone here that has supported me when I've needed it. It's been very comfortable for me to express myself and for that, I thank all of you.
I need to take a break for a while because I do not want to appear needy or whiny. That is one thing I didnt want to do when I started posting here. I can tell you that this last week has been the worst. Its like, unreal how horrible its been. Random, crazy, stupid things that I just can not handle. I'm drained. I'm sad. I'm lonely. I feel like no one understand. I know that is not totally true but thats how I feel. I hate my life. I hate this nauseas feeling in the pit of my gut. I'm lost.
Thank you again to all of my beautiful friends here who have helped. I'll be back when I'm feeling a little better.

Jenifer, if there is anything that i can do, PM me.....i'll help you if i can. xoxo pat

Yup, the random crazy bad things can really a wear body out. Hope things start to even out and you can give yourself some self-care and not blame yourself.

you are not weak and you are not being whiny. you have just had a really bad week. everybody needs a break and its good that you are willing to give yourself what you need. we will be here for you when you get back (((((jmo)))))