[Elspeth]

I still feel so strange. I feel really really depressed and I can't even cry. I want to. I want to have that "release" moment. But it just doesn't come. I feel sick and awful. I feel alone again.
I don't want to feel like this anymore it's too much for me. I'm not strong enough. It's all just pilling up on top of me and I've already fallen but it just keeps building. I just want it all to stop for a moment.

[marvin_pa]

Sometimes depression takes the tears away from you. Don't give up. I hope things feel a little better in the morning.

[bananasarecool]

i had exactly this last night... late at night... i get it too, a lot. but the feeling passes and sometimes you can cry; whether its the right time or not, it helps. just keep holding out, keep going on, keep pushing through this sickness. i hope you're better soon.
x

[Elspeth]

Thank you both. It just makes me feel so much, like too much emotion is inside me and it can't get out and it can't let me feel anything else, much less concentrate on anything else.

I know its horrible of me to say this but I'm glad someone else has felt this too.

[Berries]

(((((((((((Elspeth)))))))))))

I feel that way too at times. I get filled up with saddness, rage and discontent and feel like I need to cry for hours to get rid of it. And yet I can't even shed a tear.

[*freak*]

Those feelings sound all too familiar to me... Know that you're not alone, that we all care here about you and that you can come here and post anytime if it helps, ok? We'll all listen and try to help

Hang in there

[Fuzzybear]

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